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Are You Marriage Material? Stop Chasing And Meeting Mr. Wrong!

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I love seeing other black gay men speaking about love. We all want it at some point in our lives. Whether if it’s romance type of love or just the touch of another person. But the goal is to be fulfilled, happy, and satisfied. We all deserve to have what our hearts desire. Even if it’s not meant for us at the moment.
 
Three key reasons why dating doesn’t work in my opinion. Three factors: The right time, right person, right situation for you to be in.
 
 
Then you add in the fact that some people rush to find somebody to fulfill a void. But they end up making the situation even crazier by doing that. You meet the wrong person and you might get into the wrong type of relationship. The guy you were meant to be with may not end up being the one you need. 
 
Sometimes we end up missing out on meeting our soulmates. Due to the fact that we come across Mr. Wrong first. He ends up derailing us from the right one.
 
Mr wrong could come in the image of Mr. Right and present you with a good ass bullshit package signed, sealed, and delivered. But you don’t realize you’re dealing with the representation instead of the real guy. Until he presents his true self and intentions. He’ll never present that to you in the beginning stages of the relationship.
 
It’s very much a bait and switch tactic. It’s sad because nobody sees it coming. Until they end up in a chaotic relationship.
 
When you find that right person, you’ll know it. You both will have deep feelings for each other beyond sexual ones. You will know this is the person for you. Yeah, we can meet somebody and think that they’re the one.
 
I know I’m marriage material. but I’m not going to change who I am for marriage. I won’t turn off my flaws for him to overlook his own. My happiness comes first and then everybody else after.
 
They jump in without any particular goals or purpose for the relationship. I don’t want to be with somebody. Only to say, I got somebody.
 
The person I’ll marry someday will be my best friend. I want him to embrace my flaws. But also inspire me to become greater. It’s a team, its a duo type of relationship in my opinion. I don’t want to be the one putting in all the work or even less work than him.
 
Find the one and then talk marriage. Don’t talk marriage with every dick, tom, and harry. Every guy you meet will not stand the test of time. So don’t focus on something if your heart isn’t all the way in it.
 
Dating and getting to know somebody is a great experience. But can we please stop viewing every “boyfriend” as husband material?
 
I’m going to end this post saying every man you meet will not be the man for you. He may be a good man. But that does not mean he’s the man for you. Also, don’t think that you’re husband material because you want to love somebody. That does not mean everybody is ready to be somebody’s husband.
 
I know that’s a hard pill to swallow. But let’s be honest about it. Some of us talking about being husband material. But we haven’t gotten over the last relationship. Some of us need to work on ourselves first. Put a ring on your own finger and get your own self in order for a long-term commitment. 
 
How about you try marrying yourself first. You know doing all the things you expect a man to do for you.
 
 
Set the relationship goals for your husband someday. Before you go seeking out for a one in this present time. All you’re going to do is get into a new relationship, ruin it and end up alone again. It’s a cycle for many of these men and they still don’t get it. Look at yourself and figure out why your relationships don’t ever seem to last long. You may be the problem in your relationship. There are many reasons why we ruin the possibility of finding love. You won’t know it until you figure out the problem within yourself.

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Hello, my name is Anthony! I am 27-years-old. I was born and raised in New Jersey [Joissyyy whattup] I like to consider myself an author at heart with a blogger mindset. I write what's on my mind, and I speak my mind. I'm sensitive about my shit!

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Anthony Unapologetic

You Love Him But He Doesn’t Know How To Love Himself!

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One of the most complicated relationships to be in is in a damaged toxic relationship with somebody you love more than they love themselves. A lot of drug addiction, alcoholism, chaos, self-destruction, and pain. I have been with men who flat out told me that they didn’t know how to love themselves. They didn’t even know where to begin that journey of self-love and recovery.

 

These men are sometimes abandoned and battling demons internally. They were abandoned, misused, disregarded, disowned for being themselves and by people that they depended on for love and nurturing. So once they got away from that mental and sometimes physical abuse. They started to reflect that same abuse on themselves and often times onto others who try to love them.

It’s crazy how the people who show them love they mistreat and eventually push away. But the ones that hurt and has abused them they chase after for love and respect.

 

These men often are left feeling unworthy, depressed, battling promiscuous behavior, internalized anger, substance abuse, self-abuse and more. When a person strikes or hits on you when things go wrong its because that was a method used on them. That was the way their parents or guardians acted towards them. I see many unhealthy gay relationships due to one person being emotionally detached, unfaithful and disloyal.

 

It’s well documented that a damaged partner and a partner who eventually becomes damaged from that relationship occurs often. At some point, a majority of people will be in some form of abuse, substance abuse, physical or in a mentally abusive relationship. The statistics show evidence of these damaged toxic relationships occurs due to many factors in either partner’s childhood and upbringing background.

 

If nobody is seeking treatment or professional mental health evaluation then the problems will just continue on. But the biggest issue stems from these individuals lacking self-love. Why they lack it? Because they never had it to begin with. Majority of these gay men suffer from mental health due to their upbringing and their development stages.  I promise you! Every man that you come in contact with an issue of some sort regarding substance abuse, alcoholism or promiscuous unsafe sexual practices. They all suffer from lack of self-love.

 

You can’t help them until they want to get help. No matter how you try to love them through their pain. I know I’ve tried many times and it has caused more harm than good. If a person doesn’t want help and you find yourself hopeless, get out now! Not because you don’t love them but you can’t save them. They have to save themselves. If they genuinely love you they will get the help that is needed for them to love themselves first. Not because you’ve given up on them. But because they haven’t tried to put in the work for themselves. If they become self-destructive you’re going to destruct too. It may not be in the form of choices that they make but in your own unhealthy way. It’s not a good situation for neither you or your partner to be stuck in.

 

Somebody reading this post knows this is for them. I tend to write stuff that somehow resonates with people. I’m not a psychic but I got that ability to write somebody’s truth and reality. It has happened multiple of times now. For some reason, I feel like somebody may need this article today, tomorrow or maybe even next year. If this is something you’re currently dealing with you need to deal with it accordingly.

 

If that means giving them some time alone to work on themselves then do that. I don’t care how much you love him and if he loves you. If he doesn’t love himself then the problems that are constantly occurring will continue to occur. It’s not a healthy routine for either one of you to be in or be around. In a way, you’re enabling him and he’s comfortable in that place which isn’t helping his own problems.

 

Sometimes taking a break or ending things for the moment saves a life. It could be YOUR LIFE! Because his drug use, drinking problems or even promiscuous sexual activities can harm himself and ultimately you. What becomes his problem will become yours vice versa. So you have to get him help or leave so he can get the help he needs. Sometimes they will sometimes they won’t. But if it’s meant for you it will work out in your favor. If it’s not meant for you they won’t be any good in your future.

 

Take heed to my advice now before it’s too late. It’s never too late to talk to them and if it doesn’t register then go for your own sanity. Because loving somebody who can’t love themselves to be healthy mentally and spiritually will be no good for you period.

 

To whom it may concern,

 

I wish you and your partner the best of luck. But if you know it’s time for you to get out of that relationship DO SO SWIFTLY! BEFORE IT’S TOO LATE!

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He Treated Me Bad But Treats His New Bae Like A King!

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I find it funny how a person can mistreat you and abuse your love. But the moment they find somebody else, they want to have a change of heart. He breaks up with you but treating his new bae ten times better. His new boo-thang is a king in his eyes. While you were his peasant and a nuisance to him.

 

You thought you got rid of a demon and now he’s, unfortunately, somebody else’s problem. But you find out it’s quite different at least how it appears to be. He found somebody else and he damn near worships them. Now ain’t that a bitch?

 

It doesn’t matter if you thought he shitted gold. You could have catered to his every call and demand. But he has never treated you with such respect, honor, and love. All he ever did was cheat, betray and hurt you. Not saying behind closed doors he isn’t showing his true colors, well at least what you remember. But it’s hard to wrap your mind around his new persona.

 

He never looked at you with that sparkle in his eyes. He never smiled at you the way he’s smiling at his new partner. In a way, it can make you bitter and question yourself. It’s almost like you trying to figure out why couldn’t he treat you like that? Why couldn’t he do all those things for you? You’re seeing a man that you don’t even recognize. Aside to him that even you never had the opportunity to experience. That’s the sad part.

 

I was in a horrible relationship years ago. One of the worst relationships thus far. I still remember some of the evil things he would say to me. He was a devil in my eyes. I’ve been with some demons but they didn’t come close to his evil ass not even if they tried. This man was downright wrong in every way. He had his moments of being an okay boyfriend. But the other times were pure hell. I stayed for my own selfish ass reasons. We both needed each other for lessons that life hadn’t taught us yet. I knew I should’ve been left him before spending as much time as I did. but it there was a reason for me to stay in that relationship. He even told me once that I was the first guy to tell him I loved him. Sad! I felt bad for him and maybe I wanted to save him. I tend to want to save men all the time. That’s another post of its own.

 

When it was time for me to get out of that relationship, I did immediately. Years later, I came across him and his partner on Tumblr. It was a couples blog showcasing black gay love. This man was the happiest I’ve ever seen him in our whole relationship. He was an adult entertainer with only a few scenes at the time. I didn’t know he did it. I was 16 and he was 18 when we got together. But he had a lot of pain and anger from his childhood and he took it out on me a lot. But his husband was handsome and I couldn’t believe he was smiling. It made me cry. Yes, I cried! I always wanted to see him happy and even when I would try to make him happy, I just wasn’t good enough.

 

I found their YouTube and personal couple Facebook page. I was shocked how much he was in love with his husband. I remember him saying he’d never get married!!! He shut that question down immediately! But today he’s happily married and it made me feel so good knowing that he’s finally the man that I knew he could become someday. That’s when I start to think, well maybe it is possible to change. Maybe he became a better man for somebody else. Maybe life humbled him and he learned the error of his ways.

 

Now I can’t say he’s presenting this to the public but his normal self behind closed doors. I don’t know how their relationship dynamic is behind closed doors. But today we’re much older than we were back in 2006. He’s a whole grown ass man. So I don’t expect for him to do the things and act the way he did at 18.

 

This been on my mind all day. Just thinking how we come across so many beautiful couples. But we don’t know how many people they may have heart, mistreated and done wrong to get to that point of finally doing somebody right. I’m not bitter nor I am miserable. I’m happy for my ex and his husband. I felt so blessed to see this mature man who I was once in a horrible relationship with could turn around and man up and do right by somebody else. That’s a blessing for me. Some people may be bitter about it. But I’m just happy that he’s finally happy. THAT’S TRUE LOVE! I honestly don’t think I would have met all the other demons if he’d just been the man he is today. I can say we’d probably be married today. But that wasn’t in our journey or paths.

 

But it’s kind of sad that the one who was hurt and done wrong could still be alone and be dealing with fuck boys. While the one who was bad and evil in the relationship goes onto finding true love. But we all deserve to be happy no matter how much wrong we’ve done or caused others in our past. We all deserve a second chance.

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Black Gay Men And These Microwavable Relationships

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These microwavable relationships need to stop. The only way we can end this nonsense is by us making better relationship choices and that starts with the men we are choosing to date. You know in the back of your mind that man ain’t shit. But for some reason, you keep going back to him. You tolerate him and he knows it. He knows that he can do just about anything to you and you’ll be back just as quickly as you left.

 

Let’s say you just started dating this guy a week ago. Two months later you both already hate each other. He doesn’t like the way you act in public. You don’t like the way he scolds and belittles you. You both just jumped out of a previous relationship over the same thing. What’s going to change before y’all breakup and carry on the same issues into another relationship?

 

Gay men have the tendency of jumping from relationship to relationship. Sometimes they don’t even know what they’re expecting out of the relationship. It’s all about right now and quick satisfaction. Red signs and flags pop up. But they like to turn a blind eye to the truth. It’s all an illusion for them to feel content or at least believe they’re happy in love. But in reality, we all know the truth!

 

The truth is most of these relationships, most of the time are not legitimate relationships. You always going to have one partner that likes the other one a little bit more. Whether if it’s for the free 420, rides, a place to sleep at night, clout, power etc.

 

These couples nowadays don’t even last a whole month! I can’t remember the last time I’ve seen or dated somebody for a whole month since breaking up with my ex some years ago. It’s been problem after problem. Guys come and go like it’s a damn sport.

 

No feelings, no concerns, no expectations!

 

If you’re not satisfying them or if they can find a better option they leave instantly. Wash repeat, wash repeat! Breakups after breakups. Nowadays when I come across a black gay couple. I immediately question if they’ll last another week. Why do I feel that way? Well, I’ve seen this happen constantly. These gay couples dating for a few days and wanna move quickly and move in together by the second week.

 

One thing I have noticed was the fact that most successful black couples aren’t all over social media. They keep their relationships private! Take notes! They keep their relationship private to protect the union otherwise it’s free play. These men aren’t going to respect nor honor your relationship. They going to wanna fuck your man.

 

Time after time again these couples pop up Facebook, Twitter, YouTube, Tumblr sharing everything! Somethings they shouldn’t even post online. People being FAKE leaving phony ass comments acting like they support. Meanwhile, they sitting back waiting for the relationship to fail. Waiting for their opportunity to snatch one of them up. Messy shit! Once again! Messy shit.

 

These men don’t know how to have long-term relationships because they’ve never experienced it. Nowadays most relationships fail instantly. They not putting in the work to get the correct results. A relationship is not created in 12 steps. Some relationships start off complicated. But I believe if you genuinely love somebody you will make it work.

 

Couples wanna leave for shit that they’ll deal with in just about every damn relationship after. I’ve never had a man not cheat on me. I’ve never met a man that hasn’t cheated. Does that mean all men cheat? No, but that means a majority of them do and they will. So if you prepare for that you won’t be shocked by the same shit. He cheated so you going to leave him and find another cheater? Or are you going to at least figure out why he cheated and what it is that makes you a contributor to him cheating? Because not all men cheat because it was a choice they wanted to make. Some men cheat because we push them to cheat. But you’ll never hear that from the horse’s mouth. The blame game only works one way for some. But some of us are well aware if we contributed to our men cheating.

 

Getting back on topic. So microwavable relationships are common nowadays. People jump in one relationship and the moment something doesn’t go their way and they’re on to the next. It’s just a back and forth cycle. But let me say this from a very honest place. If you find yourself jumping from relationship to relationship then maybe the problem is you.

 

Hear me out!

 

A lot of these microwavable daters and individuals falling into these relationships lack self-love, self-worth, and some self-esteem. They’re seeking validation in all the wrong places. The moment they fail to find it they back on the search again. But the harsh reality is the fact that they’ll never find true love. Because if it doesn’t start off with yourself then you won’t find it in anybody else.

 

I know a lot of gay men who were single, complicated and difficult and they will remain that way until they humble themselves. You can’t get over the rainbow with just one attempt. You have to have some love for yourself before anybody will ever think twice about loving you!

 

Stop going from guy to guy seeking what you can’t find in yourself. All you doing is wasting your time and energy. You blocking your blessings from finding the right one. Stop getting into these microwavable relationships and find somebody that you can invest some time into building a serious committed relationship.

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